I was working on my How To Be Happy journal that my lovely daughter gave me for Christmas. Like me, it is a work in progress. It has made me question “what is happiness?” and more importantly, “what is happiness to me?” I realize it is not the same for everyone. It can actually be quite different. I also understand happiness, at least for me, isn’t really about things, not even people, places or events. Happiness is about feelings.
I began thinking about why and how some people lose happiness completely. How do they lose sight of everything hopeful and only see hopelessness, only feel fear and pain? How can we share the same basic reality but view it so differently? A friend recently pondered this.
“Lots of times I wonder what makes people end up the way they do? Why do we have the feelings, desires and emotions we do? How do you become truly happy? Which leads me to wonder, what makes up happiness?”
Depression surrounds us, an invisible presence most of us are blissfully unaware of. We walk by people, sit with them, talk to them and we don’t see a mental illness, their pain, their need. I know this to be true. But what makes up happiness? How do we find happiness when we’ve lost it?
I started Rise Like Air because I wanted to be part of a change, part of making something better. I wanted to help people, even if it was just one person, realize that there is hope and that they don’t have to give up. I wanted to share success stories and struggles to inspire people to keep trying, to embrace their own beauty and abilities, to empower them to love and live fully, to extend a hand to let them know that when they are hurting they aren’t alone, even if we can’t understand it all, there’s a place they can go to be unconditionally accepted.
Like many ideas that simmer slowly, a catalyst occurred to move it forward. Six years ago this weekend we received word that Todd, a family friend we knew who had been experiencing severe depression took his life. It was the classic stereotypical situation with all the whys and how could have he’s. He had so much to live for, family that loved him completely, children to watch grow up, a good job he liked. Sure there were setbacks, but how did he lose such complete perspective, lose all hope, lose all desire to live? And how did it seem to happen so quickly?
I remember what I was doing when we got the call. I remember how everything suddenly became surreal, time slowed down, my heart started to race and I started to feel detached. And I remember the distinct feeling of I should have been able to do something. No, really I couldn’t have, I knew it then, I know it now. But it was what eventually moved me to start Rise Like Air. His mother, Joyce, has been one of our greatest supporters. When I was almost ready to quit because I questioned the value, it was her wisdom and kind words that made me realize no matter what, if I’m only inspiring one person, that is more than enough.
She has taught me so much on this journey, including how important it is to talk about your loss and pain as you heal. Speaking of the people we love, sharing memories is a way of not only grieving, but keeping that person with us. So when you are tempted to say something, but don’t know what or how, take the leap. Your support will mean the world.
I was out with a severely depressed friend a while ago. I watched the interactions they had with others while we were together. They smiled and laughed, they chattered, they went about their business. There was no sign that said, I feel like I’ve died inside, my body just hasn’t caught up yet. There was no indication that they needed a friend, needed help, or that they were anything but a “normal everyday happy” person. I knew the truth and was shocked at how invisible it was on the surface, except when I looked into their eyes. Eyes that no longer held any joy, hope or life. They were already dull, empty, pained. You can train your body to lie, but the eyes are much more difficult to hide.
Depression is an invisible demon that revels in slowly sucking the joy, hope and life out of people so quietly that often, no one else even knows the deadly stranglehold is in play.
WHO, the World Health Organization, says in October 2015 that
- Depression is a common mental disorder. Globally, an estimated 350 million people of all ages suffer from depression.
- Depression is the leading cause of disability worldwide, and is a major contributor to the overall global burden of disease.
Even when we do realize that someone needs help, often what we try to do to help is completely counterproductive. Depression is not simple sadness. Often the very things we say or do trying to help actually make it worse, make them feel like they’ve failed, are a burden, are hopeless and helpless. However! This is not a reason to stay quiet or give up. It’s a reason to learn what to do, how to be a positive support. How to save lives!
If someone had a broken leg we wouldn’t say, “well it can’t be that bad, just get up and walk on it!” We’d do all the things that have to happen to fix the leg and support the person while they are healing. Why? Because we can see the injury, we can see and hear the pain they are experiencing. Visible or not it does not change the severity of the dis-ease.
But there are things we can say and do that are helpful. There are resources that can make us part of the solution instead of part of the problem. We can be supporters who help others heal. We can help save lives.
You never know what word, smile, conversation, text or email will be the thing that makes a small or big difference in someone’s life, that might save their life. When you listen to people who have been saved in their moment of despair, it often was something very small that saved them that day, gave them the strength to carry on. It can be as simple as asking “Are you ok?” as in the case of Jamie Harrington, from Ballymena, Dublin, who explained about meeting a man in his 30s sitting on the edge of a bridge and about to jump off it.
If we can help a person see through the clarity of our eyes instead of the clouded vision of their own, we can be the beacon of light they need until their own eyes clear.
Project Hope Exchange is an organization committed to bringing hope to people everywhere.
Give hope. Get hope. All in 30 seconds! What if we could do just that and start spreading hope around the world? We at The Adversity 2 Advocacy Allianceand Life Vest Inside believe we CAN, and we’re thrilled to be partnering to offer you this unique and powerful opportunity. Through Project Hope Exchange, we are collecting, aggregating and sharing 30-second audio messages fromindividuals who have survived some kind of adversity to others who are currently facing that same adversity. And at the heart of our exchange are real human voices. We hope you’ll add yours!
I have learned kindness, patience and unconditional love can make all the difference in helping people. Life Vest Inside is an organization that helps me and many others find their way through tough times by simply providing a safe, positive place to just be. Their video The Kindness Boomerang went viral a number of years ago and has been a catalyst for many to change their lives in positive ways. So that is what I leave you with today, something positive, uplifting and hopeful. We all have the ability to make a difference in people’s lives every moment of every day. Do not waste your opportunity to help make a life better. It just might be yours.
If you are experiencing depression or any mental health issue, please do not give up. No matter how long it’s been, how desperate or numb you feel, there are people who care and want to help. Please reach out. There is a life vest. All you have to do is hold on tight. This is a dis-ease I truly believe we can beat together.
In memory of
Todd Pidhorodetsky April 21st, 1970 – March 6, 2010
You are loved, you are missed, you are treasured
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